I have to be honest, I am having a tough time getting back on with my training.  I keep saying it is going to happen and it has yet to happen.  I am sorry to say that, but I want to be transparent and honest.  Everything else is falling into place, other than the workouts.  I absolutely love to work out.  I know I am very tired and fatigued because I haven't been working out.  I even told my husband he has permission to get on me if I don't.  I think life has just beat me down a lot this last six months.  But I have to say nothing irritates me more than to admit that.  I am not the victim mantality.  Let me say it again, I am not a victim. 

Stuff happeneds to all of us.  Everyone goes through tough times.  It is up to me not to let it change my priorities and who I am.  I absolutely love what I do.  I love being healthy and in shape.  I don't however love being the person in the fitness industry that isn't walking my talk.  I know I should give myself a break, but if I am not hard on myself and hold myself accountable then who will be.  If I don't get up and get going what are the consequences.  That is something that I definitely don't want.  I want all what have life has for me, but I need to also do my part.  I will let you all know tomorrow.  I am holding myself accountable.  I am going to train in the morning and I am going to email you tomorrow that I did it.  It is time.  No more.